From being a child, right through to my early thirties, I experienced some scary stuff. Paranormal stuff, that you couldn’t really talk about to anyone. I grew up in a loving, stable family environment, so nothing untoward there to influence my psych as such, yet I was definitely being psychically attacked.
From the age of 2, a big black dog under my bed would have me screaming for my Mummy and Daddy, frightening the hell out of me. As I got older into my teens I would feel a force, like a hurricane type wind coming, I would feel my hair blow and stand on end and I would levitate, (whether I physically did or not, I don’t know), above my bed, absolutely terrifying. This often happened when I was stressed over something. Drawing in my minds eye the Reiki symbol Cho Ku Rei and repeating the Lords Prayer, finally stopped this happening, when I learnt to control it from a subconscious state. A story for another time.
When I learnt Reiki in my middle thirties, past life memories started to surface, I would have memory recall flashes whilst doing self healing and very vivid ‘dreams’, I’m not quite sure what to call them as I would be conscious of being very awake, yet not in my body.
My journey into past lives, started just after attaining my Reiki II Practitioner level. One morning I awoke to find I wasn’t in my bed. I was in a forest and desperately dragging the torso of a young blonde girl to safety, her arms and legs dismembered. There was a light covering of snow on the ground and I seemed to be in a sort of ditch, where a stream would have run but there was no water. Behind me was an entrance to a tunnel or large pipe, to which I dragged her to, for shelter. The moment I became consciously aware of what was going on from my human perspective, I was back in my bed.
It was such a clear, ‘real’ experience, I wondered if I’d had a premonition of a young girl being abducted/kidnapped. I couldn’t get it out of my mind. Whilst at work I called my Mum in the UK, I was living in France at the time, and asked her if anything had been on the news, she said not. I then spoke to a friend who had done the Reiki training with me and she suggested it could have been me and to speak to our Reiki Masters/Teachers. We had 2, a French lady and an English lady who worked together travelling the world, teaching Reiki. The French lady intuitively felt, I had experienced a past life and to have some regression therapy to dig deeper into what it was about and why it had surfaced.
What came from that session was not at all what I expected but made total sense. It was quite shocking and traumatic, and seemed to be the most recent past life I had encountered. It had been me who had been murdered and my spirit self was still trying to save and protect my physical self. There was a lot more detail which I have put together in a book, when I finally get round to finishing it, as what unravelled in my life moving forward all started to make sense as the dots joined together.
I was fascinated with the past life theory and further past life regressions, through hypnotherapy, did help make sense to why I was having these experiences. Today, learning that we have all been living under satanic control, psychopathic world leaders and more, feeding off our fear for thousands of years, these past life encounters make more sense now than ever.
I believe I have chosen to be here, as a human being, at this time, to finally see justice for all the wrong doings and persecution against the human race, especially our children throughout centuries gone by. The wheel of karma is coming to a halt, a great reset is happening, not just on a monetary basis but for humankind itself and planet Earth. (Not the bad version of the reset, we escaped that by the skin of our teeth).
Some may think I’m absolutely crazy writing this but more people are now speaking out about these strange encounters and feeling psychically attacked and held back through life.
The illusion of fear is evaporating as many of us, raise our energetic frequency and return back to the safety, trust and love of the Christ/God consciousness, which was slowly and surely being stripped away from us.
It’s very important to understand and put into practice; anything fear based is false, it’s not real and only serves to attract more fearful events in our lives. I know because I was a very fearful person for years. My life has changed considerably for the better, whenever I have to make a decision, asking myself, “Does this raise my vibration or lower it? Especially with what is going on around us today.
If you have experienced strange paranormal encounters, feel free to let me know. It is time to voice them, we are starting to wake up to the incredible power and love we possess and to remember that we are sovereign and safe, living, breathing, beautiful souls.